people are getting curious. as too why I’m so distant. Im just having trouble being happy. when my bestfriend is so depressed. I can’t stop shaking. even in class. it’s hard to work. I can’t concentrate on anything else. why her. why can’t I help her. even now that I know what’s wrong, I can’t do it. there’s so much I want to tell her. but I can’t. I’m too scared. and I’m scared I’ll lose her to this stupid fucking depression.







